Tuesday, August 28, 2007

The Scale

The scale is what defines Librans and weighing down choices is what describes my life these days.



What is it about making choices that scares me?

Is it just me or are choices generally difficult to make?

Will I spend most of my life regretting what could have been? But choosing not to remember and feel guilty would also mean making a choice.

Why do we have to make choices? Why cant the world be straight and simple. Everybody would already know what to do, it would save so much more time.

I have a tendency to feel regret for the longest time ever and making decisions never comes naturally to me. Its making life more and more difficult cause how long can u survive without making essential decisions that define you, who you want to be? What your purpose is?

Does all of this stem from the fact that I cant stand to be wrong? Will all my wrong decisions come to haunt me?

Pessimism is attacking my brain again..